Who Blogs?

I don't think anyone blogs anymore...
Apparently it's all about Facebook and Twtitter; I do have a Twitter. Follow ME.

Kinda weird how these type of internet sensations fade away just like that.

What I Want:

Is for someone to actually fucking care. WTF.
This past week has been a bunch of NOTHING-NESS. EMPTINESS.

FUCK YOU.
I'm finished.

Twitter

has taken over, I believe. Oh, and Facebook.
Twitter sucks. and so does Facebook.

Emotions Suck

This entire week I've been feeling down in the dumps. I hate it because it affects ALL aspects of my life: school, reaction with friends, and my entire self.
I mean, don't get me wrong, I love my life and everything that comes with it. I have the most amazing friends, EVER. But sometimes I feel that it's not enough... At times like these, I always keep to myself, confine myself in my own little box aka my room and do absolutely nothing but think. Think about how fucked up my life is, how bad I've messed up, how my feelings for someone will always be there. Ugh, when I do get away from all that bullshit, I'm on top of the world and everyone notices. But when it catches up to me again, everyone notices that as well.

Time sucks. I know I shouldn't complain one bit... but at times like these, I can't help but to. Fuck school. Fuck emotions. Fuck the world. Misanthropy has been on my mind for the past month.

Wishful Thinking

Is all you can do. haha.

I haven't posted a blog in forever.
Let's see, I started slacking off in school, but now that I know what I'm getting in my classes, I'm gonna try. I only have like, 6more weeks left, I think.
And I also got a NEW BIKE! Well, it's not technically new, but it's new for me. (pictures later, maybe).
And I also got a job interview for Costco. A jobs, a job! haha, if i get it, I start off 11bucks an hour. SWEET.

Can't Help

this feeling of...emptiness. Seems like I'm missing something, just that one thing that I can't put my finger on.
Ugh. Fuck it.
I'm cursed.

A-Dick-Tid

Biking

I've been doing that a lot lately. Feels good.
I did my first solo ride to Azusa and Amar at night. And then rode home from Walnut. Pretty tight, less than 20miles.
Now my legs all buff with all these cuts and bruises... not sure from what but whatevs. I'll survive.

:] Life's good.

1st Bi-Annual Natty Ice Beer Pong Tournament

So, I really don't know wtf happened after our 3rd match; but to some it up, I have Natalie and Chuck's conversation of the play by play of our night:

EMO Holocaust 1 (12:35:54 PM): Everyone was watching beer pong
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:36:00 PM): I was watching you 2
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:36:11 PM): Actually me and krista k
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:36:22 PM): Trying to take care of you 2
marykatesmyidolx (12:36:23 PM): aww
marykatesmyidolx (12:36:42 PM): debbie told me i tried to take care of nancy and in the process i passed out?
marykatesmyidolx (12:36:43 PM): hahaha
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:37:04 PM): Yep
marykatesmyidolx (12:37:23 PM): lol gg beerpong tourny
marykatesmyidolx (12:37:24 PM): hahah
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:37:42 PM): you were there taking care of her then I came over to make sure you were ok then boom done haha
marykatesmyidolx (12:39:05 PM): lmao aside from crying i'd chaulk last night up as a good night
marykatesmyidolx (12:39:07 PM): hahahaha
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:39:48 PM): Haha forreal everything was amazing and for some reason I was sober hahaha
marykatesmyidolx (12:44:24 PM): HAHAHAHAHA
marykatesmyidolx (12:44:44 PM): everything was amazing and for some reason i cant remember
marykatesmyidolx (12:44:45 PM): LOL
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:46:06 PM): Haha yeah I can explain I'm detail what happened haha
marykatesmyidolx (12:46:16 PM): hahaha
marykatesmyidolx (12:46:20 PM): enlighten me
marykatesmyidolx (12:46:25 PM): i'd like a play by play
marykatesmyidolx (12:46:28 PM): LOL!
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:46:35 PM): Haha
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:47:30 PM): It all happened after me and mike lost haha serious
marykatesmyidolx (12:47:39 PM): hahaha
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:47:40 PM): That's when nancy went down
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:48:08 PM): then i had a team meeting then did whatever
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:48:19 PM): Then I saw more throwing up in a bag
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:48:32 PM): Then I was like whatever
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:48:41 PM): Then all of a sudden saw nancy fall
marykatesmyidolx (12:48:43 PM): LOL!
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:48:58 PM): Everyone going over there
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:49:09 PM): Fef hosing down the lawn
marykatesmyidolx (12:49:16 PM): LMAO
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:49:27 PM): Then let's say 15 min pass by
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:49:53 PM): For some reason you guys moved 10 feet to the left haha not sure how that happened
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:50:01 PM): Same position and errthing
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:50:50 PM): Then there I come to the rescue cuz I didn't even want to watch the rest of the tourney cuz I was still bummed
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:51:06 PM): All I see is nancy gagging herself and you sitting there
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:51:20 PM): I come and sit down and all of a sudden you boom done
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:51:25 PM): So I was like wtf
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:52:09 PM): So I stayed there the rest of the night then all of a sudden you stand up left came back then started crying out of nowhere
marykatesmyidolx (12:52:21 PM): LMAO!!!!!
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:52:32 PM): So I was like oh hell no and started to calm you down
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:52:57 PM): Then you stopped and it was quiet
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:53:30 PM): So maybe 15 min later me and krista just talking nancy rolls over wants to throw up but starts crying too
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:53:36 PM): Uhhhh not sure why haha
marykatesmyidolx (12:53:49 PM): hahahahaa wow
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:54:11 PM): Alright so then you stood up and left again
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:54:22 PM): And came back crying again
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:54:30 PM): And I was still like oh hell no
marykatesmyidolx (12:54:38 PM): LMAOOOOO
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:54:51 PM): So we finally got nancy up to sit down
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:55:17 PM): Then BOOM here come more waterworks talking about relationships
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:55:22 PM): Yeah you heard right
marykatesmyidolx (12:55:47 PM): who talked about relationships? nancy?!
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:56:01 PM): During that I didn't even know where you went
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:56:03 PM): Yeah nancy
marykatesmyidolx (12:56:07 PM): hahaha omg
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:56:49 PM): So after 10 or so mins listening to her rant I go take pics and some vid to cap the night and come back to more ranting
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:57:08 PM): You still nowhere in the picture
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:57:25 PM): Then we finally calmed her down and made her smile
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:57:54 PM): Then for some reason juan comes over and says something and she starts to cry again WTF
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:57:55 PM): Haha$
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:58:16 PM): so I'm like fuck this and helped pack up
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:58:27 PM): Then ms drea finally comes to save the day
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:58:29 PM): Phew
marykatesmyidolx (12:58:30 PM): HAHAHAHAHA
marykatesmyidolx (12:58:32 PM): lmao
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:58:37 PM): Thank god for her
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:58:52 PM): Then that's the end of the party
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:59:00 PM): Then we went to molca
marykatesmyidolx (12:59:02 PM): how did drea know to come????
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:59:09 PM): Idk
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:59:12 PM): David?
marykatesmyidolx (12:59:22 PM): haha prolly
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:59:24 PM): Not sure tbh
marykatesmyidolx (12:59:33 PM): unless i called her?
marykatesmyidolx (12:59:35 PM): hahaha
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:59:36 PM): She came out of nowhere like a superhero forreal
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:59:40 PM): Maybe haha
marykatesmyidolx (12:59:41 PM): LMAO
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:59:51 PM): I was like yes thank you
marykatesmyidolx (12:59:56 PM): well at least nancy and i remained a team
EMO Holocaust 1 (12:59:56 PM): Then she took over
EMO Holocaust 1 (1:00:03 PM): Yep
marykatesmyidolx (1:00:18 PM): we played together... got drunk together.. passed out together... cried together
EMO Holocaust 1 (1:00:20 PM): Ride together pass out together bad boys for life
marykatesmyidolx (1:00:24 PM): hahaha THATS team work

And now, I'll throw in my 2cents on what happened. A play-by-play in my POV. The tourney started, but we had an automatic "bye" because there wasn't enough teams to fill out the chart. So we got lucky. So for our first match, team Vagina Pong ended up losing. :/ But we did make a comeback in the loser bracket. I believe we played like 3-4 games? Hahahha, we even beat the 10-1 Juan and Vince team. So that was a big accomplishment. In between each game, I believe I drank some more and did 2 beer bongs...the first I've ever done. Wasn't so bad. Hahha. But I'm sure what made me go over my limit and pass out at 8ish? I'm not sure. Apparantly Natalie, my partner, was trying to take care of me, and in the prcoess ended up knocking out as well. And I guess I during my slumber, I woke up and started to cry and throw up. I think I was hyperventilating...cause I remember I couldn't breathe for a while. Luckily Drea and Krista K came to the rescue, but I don't remember that. I know Raquel tried to comfort me. Hahha, thank you to everyone who tried/attempted to cheer me up in the midst of my breakdown. I guess we all left around 10, so the rest of the people who were still up can eat. We all went to Molca Salsa while I was passed out in Drea's car...which I have no recollection. WTF. I haven't been that fucked up since...last November in Vegas! GEEEZZZZZ. Overall, a great day. Horrible night. I woke up with puffy eyes cause I cried so much. LOL.
Here are some pictures when I was still conscious:

No Internet

can really do stuff to a person, but not me. :D ahhaha. I survived a week and a half without it cause I ended up getting a virus and every time I tried to go online, a bunch of pop ups bombarded my screen. ahha. Luckily it's all fixed now. But for some reason, I can't check my email. -__- gay. Whatevs.

Let's see...I'll update the little readers I have on my past few weeks. I did my first ride in Brea to Fullerton. Obviously I was the last one, but the guys said I kept up very well. The ride was really fun, and we stopped a few places, including a park where we drank to celebrate Darrell's 21st. I didn't get home till 2am. :/ Friday was the nerd ride in LA with the midnight ridazz. That was kinda gay at first cause our group was split into 3 parts. It got better towards the end cause we caught up with the midnight ridazz and just rode around. After the ride we all were super hungry and decided to go to Molca. It was tight, until we got harrassed, egged, and water cupped(they threw water cups at us). Luckily no one got egged, but I was the victim cause I was the one who got hit by the water cup. Fucking id's. Luckily I was too tired and too hungry to do anything, not that I could.
The next day was the Loud& Obnoxious Spring Clean Sale. Shit was fun. Bikes, skateboards, hot dogs, beer, and friends...what else can we ask for?! The sale ended around 3ish, I believe, and we started playing beer pong to "practice" for the following weeks 1st biannual beer pong tournament. SO much shit happend: Met my boo for the first time, got drunk at 2pm! ftw?!, played pong of the beer, rolled over my bike and fell, rolled my ankle from falling off a rolling chair, did my first ollie, and ate so much McDonalds. I called it a night at 9pm and went home.
The next day, woke up early for the DL show; since I'm the merch girl. The show was an iffy thing because Matt was really sick and everyone wasn't sure if he could do the show. So to kill time, I went to Torrance to hang out with Eddie- it was chill, I got to meet some his friends and watch Jon and Kate plus 8 with him. :]]] After, I left around 6ish. I ended up getting lost in Long Beach... SD and LB are the two cities I hate. -__- Then I found out that the show wasn't happening anymore because Matt still felt sick. So I basically drove out to LB for nothing. After I just went to go hang out with Barry, which was on the way home.
Monday I had a lot of fun at school, surprisingly...even though I only went to one class. We did experiments and I decided to have a little fun. The ink stayed on my hand for a day and a half.
The rest of the week was a bit rocky, but in the end was fine. :]

Confusion

don't know what I want.

And I can't get enough of NFG's album "Coming Home." Say all you want, blah blah... I like it. And that's all that matters.

I LOVE US

God, we're fucking cute.

Getting Over

my sickness, FINALLY. I'm still a bit congested and I'm coughing and spitting, but not as much as before. Maybe i'll be able to do some rides soon. :D

School today was chill, but for some reason, during my lunch while I was in the library reading at school, fatigue came over me. Something that had not happen to me in a long time. My body felt fine, but my mind was off somewhere else. I stuck out it out the rest of the time at school though. :D After school, I went to the mall and bought, a couple, new Monroe rings/lip rings since my ball fell off when I was brushing my teeth. :[ I got a new gold stud with a diamond in it. Hahahahaha, ghetto much? Anywho, after, I came home chilled for a bit and rode my new bike to my cousins house! It's a 2-3minute drive, considering the lights and stop signs but on a bike it's about 5minutes. The ride there wasn't so bad, but when I rode home, I felt like dying. For some reason I rushed to get home and "mashed" the entire way. When I got home my thighs and vagina was killing me. I think I should really invest in a new seat or something.
As soon as I got home, I plopped down and watched some tube 'till 6. I got home around 5ish. I crashed out and didn't wake up till 10pm. -__- and I missed the first 5minutes of Nip/Tuck.
It's all good, I got the gidgst of what had happened. And all I gotta say is, DAMN. Can't wait for the next season! STOKED. Hahha. Well, now I'm up... for a bit. And can't wait for this week to be over already.

No Title

So, I can't think of a title for this blog entry. Haha, lately I haven't really been on the comp much. I've really just been laying in bed and trying to recover. I noticed when I went out on Friday, to get my bike and DisneyLand, it seriously prolonged my recovery. My coughing got a lot worse. But this weekend I've been at home laying in bed and watching tv. I don't really mind that, but it does get lonely. No one to share my new comfy bed with, but it's all good.

I think i'm getting somewhat better; I mean, i'm still coughing up phlegm and I still have a sore throat, but it's not as bad as a couple days ago. Can't wait for this upcoming weekend... cause that means the week is over. Haha.

PS. I need a cuddle/bike riding partner.

iSleep

more then 12hours a day, I think. And I'm not even tired... I guess cause my body is trying to kill off the virus that has invaded my body and it's taking a lot of energy out of me. I'm surprised I went to all my classes this week, without being late. Well, with the exception of my first class on Monday, but that was cause parking was a bitch.

But I went to the doctors yesterday. I got a bunch of medication, and hopefully it'll work...but so far doesn't look to good. :/ I even got a flu shot. Nothing.
And to turn things on the bright side, Chuck is letting me use his old bike for the mean time, since the majority of my money went to 5books for school. :[ Such a bummer. But I know, in the end, It'll be all worth my while. It's like that saying, "You gotta spend money to earn money."
My classes this semester seems like a lot, and I'm taking a full load; Kick Boxing, Physical Science with a lab, English 1A, and History 1. Luckily all my teachers seem easy going and are willing to help all their students. I don't wanna be at Mt.SAC any longer than I have to be.

Cutie

damn. Why do you have to be so damn cute?!


GAHHHH!!!!

and I'm still fucking sick. I've been like this for about a week, and it's been one of the worst weeks EVER. Especially since it's my first week back at school, and I'm the only one coughing. -__-

Finally went to the doctors today cause my mom was fed up with my constant late night coughing. We were there for about 2 hours. I got a flu shot and a shit load of meds. My mom did some blood work. Luckily my doctor is a chill dude and isn't perverted. Hahah. I hope I get better in at least 2 days, or before Monday comes along.

Being Sick

sucks ass hole. :[ I feel fucking miserable and super stressed. I'm the only one who's coughing in class, and its disgusting cause I know what people are thinking; "Ew, get the fuck away from me and cover your mouth." Cause I know that's what I would say. Anyways, the first day of school was chill. Although I woke up 20minutes later then what I intended to. There was so much traffic, but luckily I was only 5minutes late for my first class. My teacher was chill, he seems like he would be a funny, but strict guy, but I'm cool with that. Hopefully I do get in shape and learn how to fight better. :D
After my first class was over, I had a 2 hour gap and had to kill time. I chilled in my car for about an hour watching all these people frantically look for a parking spot because they were late for class. Thank goodness I knew where to park, and I had an early class. An hour before my 2nd class, I got out of my car and went on a little adventure and went to search for my Tuesday/Thursday classes. Took me a full hour to actually look for them because I got super confused. Hahah, and I ended up walking around the main part of the campus. I felt like a loaner. :[ and it sucked. I only saw Robby, and that was super weird. Hahha. My Physical Science class is super chill. My teacher is the chillest guy who isn't judgemental and super lenient. I'm glad I had first priority. I'm sure I'll be fine in that class. But so far, so good.

Let's hope the rest of the week isn't so shitty. D:

Welp,

School starts on Monday. Kinda not stoked about it, but whatevs. At least I know I won't be broke for about 2 months. haha, trying to save my money when I get it, but I doubt I'll be able to do that.

This week has been NON PRODUCTIVE one bit. I just chilled, and chilled some more. Wednesday was the Taste of Chaos Tour. I woke up, and got ready, just as planned. Then drove to Long's house in Tustin, and rode with them to SD. We ended up getting there late and totally missing FYS. -__- fucking gay. I didn't wanna pay twenty-motherfucking-nine dollars to see Bring Me The Horizon, cause 1. I don't listen to them and 2. I'm sure they sucked. Hahaha, and I already knew that we were leaving during Thursdays set so it would've been a big waste of money. So I just decided to go on my own little adventure, and walk around DT SD while Trevor, Long, Billy, and Tyler were at the House of Blues. I walked down, Fifth, and went to Convention Center, took the glass elevator up, and walked down the stairs. hahah. But After that, Billy and Tyler came out. We chilled outside HOB waiting for Long and Trevor to come out, so we walked across the street to the CVS, they picked up some snacks, and we walked back. Along the way, there was this black guy, might I add I'm not racist, started to harrass me. -__- He was saying "Yo, can't a nigga holla ata gurl?!" and I just turned around and said "uh, no." After that, he followed us a few steps and started saying shit to me, Tyler, and Billy. Of course, They didn't do anything. All in all, SD was a big waste of time and is a piece of shit city.
Following the harrassment, we all left and went to Tustin to chill. We ate at In-n-Out where Billy got so heated up when we were all talking about fixies. Hahaha. After that, we went over to Long's and played RockBand2. So much fun, and so funny.

Thursday, woke up and layed in bed for awhile. I was waiting for the "people" to bring my new bed. They came around 10ish, I think. When I got it, I put the sheets back on, and omg...it was so comfortable. I slept through the day. Didn't fucking do much. :/

Friday, today, woke up kinda early, around 12. Then decided to go to the land of Disney. Chuck and I met up at the Brea mall. I drove to DisneyLand. We didn't do much until Chuck hit up Jessee, and surprisingly, he was there. We met his WHITE friends and went on a couple rides. When it got around 6:30, we decided to leave. As we were walking, we went down 4 little steps, and as soon as I got to the last one, I fucking fell. -___- EPIC FAIL on my part. But when we were walking down Main Street, we decided to get ice cream, so it made me feel a little better. :D Hahha. As soon as we left, we headed to Chain Reaction to see our good friends, The Light Year.
Their set was pretty good. But as soon as the show went on, there were a shit load of fights. -__- What really bothers me, is that it was a POP PUNK SHOW. Seriously. WTF! But anyways, almost everyone got in a fight. Franky got cheapshotted by some fucking asshole, and totally ran away like a bitch ass pussy. And then finally ran back at him. That guy was from SD. Fuck him. After the show, the guy that hit Franky, was still in his car...and we were wondering why the fuck he wasn't leaving. After, we all met up at the In-n-Out in Tustin, while I was still pissed off, and Franky had told us that that guy had to call AAA because his car wouldn't start. HAHAH.

But to sum up the week, not weekend, it was full of stupid nothing-ness, fights, and SD. -__-
It was chill, even if I drove too much. D: AND I'M FUCKING SICK. God damn it.

Gnite.

Canceled

my gym membership today. :/

Things Change

And it's inevtiable. EVERYONE changes. Sad enough to say, things will never stay the same; as much as I, and im sure everyone else, would want it to.

Anyways, this week has been pretty fun. On Wednesday I went to LA with Chuck, Kris, and Franky to go see Set Your Goals and Final Fight at the Troubadour. Super fun. I socked this one faggot, and slapped another. Franky clipped the one I slapped, cause he tried to be tough with Chuck and I. Hahaha. After the show, we went to Tommy's to have a bite, cause we were all starving. As soon as we got there, we noticed a drunk bum; he was stumbling all over the parking lot and would fall flat on his ass. As soon as we walked in, he came in right after us. He had his little portalbe radio on, but...was also wearing head phones? After he started harrassing the costumers for some cash money, one of the workers threw him out. 2 minutes later, he came in through the other door, walked around the resaurant and wakled outt the door. o_O I guess that's what happens when you're a drunk bum, living in Hollyhood.

Thursday was the last day of Winter Intersession...I think I passed the class with a C, or hopefully, a B. Later that night, I went to Norwalk to help Natalie with Ramiro's cake. We rolled out some fondant, and ended up making this:
I ended up leaving Natalie's house like around 12. -__- with a purple hand, because making black fondant, isn't that dope. ahha.

Friday, it was "Friday the 13th" aka Ramiro's 25th Birthday. D: ahha. We had a "surprise" dinner and party for him. We actually pulled it off. Way dope. Way too much alcohol and way too much beer pong. Natalie and I beat the Mexican Champs. :D We're terrible winners. Hahahha. After a night of Irish carbombs, Beer pong, and beer mixed with Jameson, we were all done. The night ended up hanging around a fire pit, laughing our asses off at 1am; seemed like 4am, since we partied at 9pm.
Saturday, woke up feeling a bit sluggish. That's what I get for a night of raging. hahah. I got ready at around 5ish, and got to the Glass House at around 7. Luckily Chuck got there at 6 and got us tickets before it sold out. The show was alright. Bummed that The Acacia Strain was whatevs. -__- I wore fucking moccasins, thinking that it wasn't be that crazy... boy was I fucking wrong. Both of my feet are bruised and cut up. And my back is super sore.

Today, woke up sore. But early. About 1ish. :D Haha, so I asked my mom if we could go looking for a mattress me. Ended up getting one, and it's coming in this thursday. WAY STOKED. So, for those of you who knows how my current one feels, my new one will be amazing. I'm getting a pillowtop mattress. :] and I got 2 new bras. hhhaha.

But that's it for now...

Just

Finished with Winter Intersession. Shit's weak, fool!
Hopefully I passed my class...with a B. Hopefully. Trying to get that grade point average, aka GPA, up. So, my working out has been non-existence. I've been too busy the last 2 weeks of school, and every time I usually work out, I already made plans. Gay. I'm prob gonna cancel my account after I get my bike. and it's fine since I'm going to be taking kick boxing during the spring. Hahha. Watch out nigga!
Let's see... I get a week and half break before Spring Semester starts...GAY. Whatevs, I'm sure I'll manage to stay alive. But yea, I really don't have much to say for the mean time. So, Bye.

The Next Two Years

Will consist of me being a FULL TIME student. I really don't want to be stuck in school until I'm like 25, going absolutely nowhere. I've decided that I want to get into the medical field, but not dealing with blood, or anything of the sort. I'm leaning towards more as a Physical Therapist; or maybe even a Massage Therapist -- Massage Therapist doesn't need to be a MD. Anyways, I talked to an adviser/counselor today, and I figured out what I have to do in order to become a Physical Therapist. I know it's going to take a lot of commitment on my part, and a lot of time and patience. And that's extremely hard since I'm the most impatient person I know. Ha.
As I was saying, my counselor told me that I'll be spending another 2 years at Mt.Sac just to finish the Core Prerequisites. :/ I was just thinking about finishing my GE at Mt.Sac, then transferring to a Cal State, either Cal Poly or CSUF to finish with the Core Prerequisites.
It's too soon to tell. But as for now, I'm finishing my GE, and hopefully at least finishing my Associates within this year. And maybe tacking some transferable courses as well.

I am now dedicating myself, even though I know it's going to be extremely hard for me, to school. I'm even thinking about taking Summer School...why not!? I'm fucking in Winter Session. It'll just speed up the process. But like I said, It's too soon.

On another note, life has been pretty good to me. Ever since I cut my hair, I've been doing fine. Trying not to spend money on junk, food, and apparel. Ha, I certainly learned my fucking lesson, damn it. But, as soon as my Spring check arrives, I'm totally going to buy a bike. Haha. AND I will make good use of it. Thinking about taking the bus to school, then riding back home. Maybe...
My love life is non-existence. Hahah. But whatevs, I can live. I have my friends and school to keep me occupied as well. I even manage to go to shows on SCHOOL NIGHTS, and hang out with friends. Tight.

Well, ttfn.

Cholo/Chola Party

marykatesmyidolx: ugh i NEED thursday to be fun
marykatesmyidolx: hahaha
NANCYsaysWOO: hahah dont worry, it will!!!
NANCYsaysWOO: it will be damn it
NANCYsaysWOO: ill make it fun
NANCYsaysWOO: ahahahah
marykatesmyidolx: LOL
NANCYsaysWOO: hahahahahahah dude
NANCYsaysWOO: i looked at mysel fin the mirror, and thought...
NANCYsaysWOO: "i can totally be a chola for halloween" since i have a fucking monroe and gold hoops. ahahah and im wearing them right now
NANCYsaysWOO: lol
NANCYsaysWOO: and i just puckered my lips...and said "oh yea...totally"
NANCYsaysWOO: ahhahahahahaaha
marykatesmyidolx: HAHAHAHA
marykatesmyidolx: i want some one to have a chola/cholo party
marykatesmyidolx: LOL
NANCYsaysWOO: LOL. so down. you should make that ram's party
NANCYsaysWOO: HAHAHAHHAAH
marykatesmyidolx: haha fuck no!
marykatesmyidolx: not in santa ana
NANCYsaysWOO: LOL!!!!!!
marykatesmyidolx: we'd all die!
marykatesmyidolx: all the viet gangs!
NANCYsaysWOO: dude. all these filipinos dressed as cholo's
NANCYsaysWOO: ahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahha
marykatesmyidolx: helll no
marykatesmyidolx: LOL

Suspicion

I love when everyone suspects or assumes shit. :] Makes my day actually, cause that means they're talking about me. And they have me in their heads. Hahah, SWEET.

2 shows I'm into at the moment:
Nip/Tuck Season 6
Lost Season 5

Man... everything is on it's final season. Hahaha. Everything will add up in Lost, hopefully. And as for Nip/Tuck, shit better end with a big BANG. Literally. Hahaha. If you watch the show, you'll get the joke. If you don't, go suck a phat one.

(Most) Guys:

Are a fucking joke nowadays. I can't take you "men" seriously. Chivalry is REALLY DEAD. What a shame. I mean, I know that there are "those" girls who fuck guys over, are just as scummy as the male scum bag race, but that doesn't mean that ALL girls are sluts/whores/etc. And I'm not saying all guys are a fucking joke/scum bags. Hence, the title.

But what the fuck, EVERY guy I encounter, they're all the same.

NANCYsaysWOO: i'm really disgusted in guys at the moment
NANCYsaysWOO: like, i wanna murder all of them
marykatesmyidolx: LOL
marykatesmyidolx: its so sad
NANCYsaysWOO: fuck yes it is
marykatesmyidolx: but its coz youre surrounded by the same type of guy

Natalie's right. I am surrounded by the same type of fucking guy. And i'm fucking sick of it. You guys need to fucking seriously grow up. Stop playing mind games. And hopefully those dumb sleezies, who put a bad name on us WOMEN, will stop as well. I haven't been this disgusted at the male race, because... come on, I love guys. Just not when they're the scum in your showers. I'm so glad for tomorrow's show with The Ghost Inside. I really need to get my anger out some how, and sadly my family has been on the end of that. Watch out, guys.

Should I?

Dye my hair back to the darkness it was? Hahha, ie. black/dark brown?


Give me your opinion! I think I want extensions too.

Being Broke:

Is probably one of the worst feelings ever. EVER. Fuck. I haven't been able to really go out. But it's okay, since I told myself that I was gonna dedicate my Winter/Spring to school, and school only. But since I'm trying to focus on school only, it's really hard to get the motivation to get a job, a real job. I've been trying to get one since my first year of college, 2007. So now, it's 2 years, and still no job. Maybe, I'll be able to get on this summer...who knows. I hope I do. It's ridiculous borrowing money from my mom: Am I fucking in high school still?! No.

Other then being broke, all is well. I realized that I hate the male race, with exceptions for a few. Ha. Cause nothing but trouble and heartache, which I certainly don't need at the moment. I'm only 19, still young as fuck, and still living my life.
Weird, I just thought about it, and I'm gonna be fucking 20years old this year. D: So old.

Other than school, I've been going to Disneyland once a week, for three weeks straight. Hahaha. That's about the only thing I can do, which doesn't cost me money. Except if I get hungry... I refuse to buy food from there right now, since I'm broke. So, if you have a pass, let's go! If not, get one, fucker. And Disneyland is actually fun...with me.
That's it for now.

TTFN

School:

Already almost half way finished with Winter Intersession.
Stoked. It's not that bad, yet. Hopefully it doesn't get extremely hard for me to fail or quit.

And the working out still continues.
I see that my arms and legs are getting toned. Need to lose the gut still. So hard. hahaha.

Addicted

to that Taylor Swift song "Love Story."


Don't know why, it's not even lyrically good.
Hahahahhaha. It's been in my head for like 2 weeks now. And now it's my Myspace song. ahha.

P.S. It sucks when your friend is sitting next to you in a car, and throws up on himself. -___-
Tonight was fun. Lost all my games of beer pong. Hahha! Stupid last cup.

WHAT'S UP?!

Hmm...haven't updated lately. Let's see, all I've been really doing for the past two weeks was going to school and working out. I've made it my goal to actually stick with the working out plan, every other day, and really try to do good in school. So far so good. I've noticed that it's actually paying off, and I'm already noticing results.

This past weekend was really chill. Nothing too wild. We had a surprise dinner for Marky since he's on his way, at the moment, to basic training for the U.S. Army.
After dinner, the majority of us headed down to the bowling alley, which was LITERALLY half a block away. FTW?! ahhahaha. I didn't bowl, of course. And it was really boring. D:

Monday I finally went back to Disneyland! I wanted to go before they took down all the Christmas stuff, but that dream wasn't accomplished. But it's okay... I'll renew my pass by financing it, and I'll get to see it this year. :D Drea, Robo, and I met up Chuck and Anthony at California Adventure and rode a couple rides. Since Chuck barely got his pass, that day was a long day. D: Later that night, we met up with Lo and Luis! Hahaha, that was pretty chill.
As for the rest of this week, it'll consist of school and working out. That's it.

Way To Start Off...

...The new year. Geez, 2009 just started, and it's already fun as fuck.
New Years Eve was fucking fun as fuck. Even if I woke up with a hangover, it was still worth it. That night, the 1st, went to Linc's kick back. I hadn't seen him over 2 months. One of my best friends. It was chill until some randoms, to me, showed up and until Linc broke his vase. -__- Clumsy drunk.
Hahah. After that, it just got a bit awkward so I left. Hung out with Barry for a bit, then went home.

That morning/day I didn't sleep at all since I thought my family and I were leaving around 8ish to go visit my dad in Long Beach...that wasn't the case at all. We didn't leave the house 'till about 10ish. So I could've slept, but didn't. The visit was pretty chill. I guess my dad and I are getting along better now. But fuck him, still moving out when he get's out. We left around 3pm, so it was chill. There wasn't any traffic whatsoever, so that was a good thing. When I got home, I did some re-organizing and cleaning of my room. I finished around 6, so I thought I'd nap. Then Adam hit me up to hang out with the "band fam." But it was through text, so basically I could'nt nap. I left my house at 7, and then we hit up Denny's, just like after football games. After dinner, Adam and I drove back to his house to meet up Ashley and Carol. We then headed to Glendora to Alex's, Adam's brother, house. It was just a kick back with a bon fire...But it was a bit awkward. That night ended early but I didn't care cause I was fucking tired. Knocked out around 12-1ish, I think.


Saturday slept in 'till 4pm. Fuck yes. Not many people can do such thing...and I'm not sure if that's something to be proud of. Fuck it! Right when I woke up I got ready to head down to Irvine for The Light Year show. Left my house around 5ish, and picked up Franky. We made a stop at Arturo because I wanted some tamales and Franky wanted the Lights video. Not dope in my opinion. She's not even cute. But whatever floats their boats. Hahha. At around 7ish, we headed down to the venue...we guessed it was gonna be a small church. NOPE. Ended up being some fucking whack ass warehouse piece of shit, but whatevs. It was chill, and a lot of good laughs. The Light Year's set got cut short, which was fucking gay. After the show, we all headed to The Hat. Everyone ate, and enjoyed themselves. Arturo ended up eating some chile cheese fries...while laughing... Long story short, he ended up throwing up. And apparently, one of the workers at The Hat asked another guy, "hey man, what'd you put in the chile?" HAHAHAHAH. Fucking disgusting as fuck. I didn't even get to finish my fries cause it was too fucking gross. After we ate, we loitered in the parking lot...nothing unusual, except for the fact that the cops were posted across the street. No one got a ticket though. That was pretty much it for that night.

Sunday, today, woke up at around 3. I love it when I get more then 12hrs of sleep. -___- NOT. Like the day before, I woke up, and got ready. Well I actually chilled at home for about 2 hours 'till I got ready. I went to pick up Franky, then Ziggy. After picking up Ziggy, we all headed to Chain so Franky could pick up a Lionheart hoodie. Hahha, we got there at around 7, and it was sooo packed. Jk. That was the emptiest I've ever seen Chain, but I guessed cause it was early. I don't know. After that, we then headed to Hogue Barmichaels in Irvine. Basically, there was a fucking whack ass band who talked shit and was too much of a pussy to back their shit up. And a few dumb drunk b's who kept running their fucking mouths. I should've bashed their fucking faces in. Fuck it. But whatevs, he ended up appologizing cause he didn't want to get his faced bashed in. Hahah, fuck 'em! Kyoko's drummer is fucking cute. I had to say that. Hahah, cause I didn't tell anyone there. The Light Year's set was really good. Hahah, it was really fun, especially with cover songs and memebers switching instruments. Bahaha. After the show, some of us headed down to Del Taco, that was down the street. It was chill. After, just dropped Ziggy and Franky and headed home.


And that's basically my weekend...
Was chill. Now...School. D:

Welcome, 2009.

I was gonna merge the previous blog with this, but I just decided to put up pictures from the New Years Eve party.
Wednesday was the day I've been waiting for. I planned to get totally shit faced. And that happened. I'll let pictures tell the story:
That all happened 10minutes after I got there. Hahahah!!! Team "Go Fuck Your Mothers" won 2 games. Ohh yea.
I love my twin. <3>
And the scumbag comes outta me. >:P
Pretty dope party. Everyone looked classy as fuck. Even when they're shit faced. :D Thank you to the Apostol's for hosting this party.
And fuck those stupid dumb b's who did what they did. They'll get what's coming to them.

Almost, 2009

Let's see, this week was pretty fun.

Sunday Chuck, Brian, and I went on a little trip to The Ontario Mills mall. Chuck said it was an "epic fail" because he didn't anything he wanted cause they were all sold out! hahah, or the stuff he wanted didn't fit him. We were there about a half hour before the mall started to close, so we didn't get to really "shop." On our way back to Brian's house, we stopped by a Subway and gossiped a bit. Hahaha, so much fun. "Ughh, she's just FAT!" Way too good. Then Chuck and I hit the jack pot by stumbling on some goodies Brian had brought down from up north. I got yummy candies. :D As I thought I was already on my way home, Justin hit up Brian and asked him if we wanted to go to Covina Bowl to chill. So we did. I guess it was chill. I seen high school people...eww. Brian played DDR. HAHA. Too bad my camera died...whata shame. After hit up Charles and hung out.

Monday I hit up Earth to chill cause I promised him that I would after he had came back from tour. We literally just sat in his friends, Henry, car and listened to music. Super chill. I didn't mind that since I'm dead broke. Anywho, after since we didn't really do much, I got bored and hung out with Josh. Another chill time. Got home at around 4ish and knocked the fuck out.

Tuesday woke up at my "usual" time, which is like 5pm now. Terrible. Woke up hungry so I decided to make some spinach and artichoke dip. YUM. I might say, it's as good as restaurants. Hahha, but it's super easy when you have the internet to give you recipes. After that, I tried to take a nap but couldn't. I probably laid in bed for about an hour and a half just trying to fall asleep. Gay. After that, I got in a fight with my sister, so my original plan of hanging at her apartment was out of the picture. I hit up Tyler, and went on a mission to his house. Chilled. Watched Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind and Superbad. Dope. After the movies were finished, I decided to go home. There was so much fucking fog on the 5 freeway. Geez. I got home an hour later.

And that's pretty much it before New Years Eve came around...(Continues on next blog)