Being Broke:

Is probably one of the worst feelings ever. EVER. Fuck. I haven't been able to really go out. But it's okay, since I told myself that I was gonna dedicate my Winter/Spring to school, and school only. But since I'm trying to focus on school only, it's really hard to get the motivation to get a job, a real job. I've been trying to get one since my first year of college, 2007. So now, it's 2 years, and still no job. Maybe, I'll be able to get on this summer...who knows. I hope I do. It's ridiculous borrowing money from my mom: Am I fucking in high school still?! No.

Other then being broke, all is well. I realized that I hate the male race, with exceptions for a few. Ha. Cause nothing but trouble and heartache, which I certainly don't need at the moment. I'm only 19, still young as fuck, and still living my life.
Weird, I just thought about it, and I'm gonna be fucking 20years old this year. D: So old.

Other than school, I've been going to Disneyland once a week, for three weeks straight. Hahaha. That's about the only thing I can do, which doesn't cost me money. Except if I get hungry... I refuse to buy food from there right now, since I'm broke. So, if you have a pass, let's go! If not, get one, fucker. And Disneyland is actually fun...with me.
That's it for now.

TTFN