Emotions Suck

This entire week I've been feeling down in the dumps. I hate it because it affects ALL aspects of my life: school, reaction with friends, and my entire self.
I mean, don't get me wrong, I love my life and everything that comes with it. I have the most amazing friends, EVER. But sometimes I feel that it's not enough... At times like these, I always keep to myself, confine myself in my own little box aka my room and do absolutely nothing but think. Think about how fucked up my life is, how bad I've messed up, how my feelings for someone will always be there. Ugh, when I do get away from all that bullshit, I'm on top of the world and everyone notices. But when it catches up to me again, everyone notices that as well.

Time sucks. I know I shouldn't complain one bit... but at times like these, I can't help but to. Fuck school. Fuck emotions. Fuck the world. Misanthropy has been on my mind for the past month.