Sleeping Beauty

FUCK. These past fews days I haven't getting the sleep I should be getting. I've been sleeping at 5am or later this week. It just sucks cause when you're up this late and for this long, you tend to think.
There's too many possibilities. I hate thinking about the "what if's, should've, could've, and would've's."

Bleh, another day and another rant by yours truely. More Nip/Tuck now. Seems that's the only thing keeping me "sane" these past couple days.


Ps. Guys are still scumbags. I still need someone to prove me wrong. Thanks.

Happy Holidays!!!

So, let's see...

MONDAY: I finally got to see some of my high school friends that I hadn't seen since...uh, GRADUATION. Hahaha. Weird. Got caught up with a couple people. It was chill, we were initially supposed to go to Hooter's, cause that's one of "our" restaurants; but I wasn't really a part of that. We ended up going to Chipotle, which was fine by me cause it was better; taste wise, and cheaper. Hahah. It was Veronica, Sandra, Linda, Adrian, Miranda, and I. Too bad Cassandra and Adam couldn't go. Then it would've been a super band reunion. Oh welps. After lunch, I headed to the Glad Rags warehouse to pick up one of Natalie's American Apparel sweater to give to her as a gift for Christmas since I was on a super tight budget. Hahah. I help the guys out a bit and just went home and kicked it.

TUESDAY: Adam finally hit me up to hang out!! OMFG, I was way stoked. For those of you that don't know, Adam is my bestfriends since 9th grade. :] We were supposed to go to the mall, but he figured out that he didn't have enough gas or money to get there and go shopping. So I just picked him up and he went to go buy plugs at some jewlery store. After that we drove around and went to go see if Veronica was at work, because we wanted to make sure if she had borrowed Nip/Tuck Season 4. After that, Adam figured out that the plugs he bought was the same size as the one he got. So we went back and asked if he could trade it...he didn't end up doing it. We kicked it at his house after for awhile and waited 'till Sandra, Veronica's sister, got home so we could pick up Season 4. We went, and then I just dropped him off and went home. It was a chill day, since I got to see my bestfriend that I hadn't seen in FOREVER. Man, I missed him. Hahahha. After that, I hit up Chuck and met him at the Puente Hills Mall. I ended up buying a peacot there. DOPE. Makes me even girlier. Hahaha. After that, we visited Art and Martin at Hot Topic. When it got around to 8:30, Chuck and I left so we could go get my purse that he owed me; It was a Volcom purse, that I think doubles as a messenger bag. After doing what we needed to do, we headed to Buffalo Wild Wings to meet up everyong for the dinner. Hhahah, it was fun having everyone there. I think our waiter liked me. As I walked out, I said "bye" to him because he had remembered my name. He wanted to shake my hand, and he ended up giving me a hug. Hahaha. After, everyone was at the front of BWW, and we did our White Elephant: I had no idea what the fuck that was up until that day. I ended up getting a picture frame with a free photo from David. -__- Hahahha. It took forever for the game to finish, but we did finish. Then...a photo op, like always.

We STILL roll deep, niggaz!

White Elephant

We all love plaid?
We gotz mad hops
Group hug. :D

WEDNESDAY: Christmas Eve. Uhh, not much to say. I watched Nip/Tuck all day that day. I got a visit from David and Cindy; they dropped off my Christmas present. :] I love them, favorite cousins hands down. And bestfriends.

THURSDAY: Uhh, like Christmas Eve, it was gate. I didn't really want anything specific for Christmas, so this year was a bust. But whatevs. I'm not a materialistic girl so sa'll good! Again, I watched Nip/Tuck all day. Hahhaa. I ended up fighting with my sister which was fucking hilarious! That crazy bitch tried to hit me with a chair. I just laughed...what I usually do in situations like that. ;D After more then 6+ hours of Nip/Tuck finally went out. Chilled with Barry in DB. Pretty dope. Now, some more Nip/Tuck. I'm on season 2.

It's Cold!

So now it actually feels like winter in California. But I rather let it be cold than hot, for sure.

This weekend has been pretty good so far. Friday I went back to the warehouse to bring the American Apparel Hoodies there and have them organized. I got paid too!! After doing what I needed to get done, I went to the bank to deposit my check because I was at like $20. HAHAHAH. After that, I got some gas. It took me $25 instead of $17. :[ Oh welps. I then made my way to the glasshouse record store to pick up a ticket for December Decimation. After that, as I was heading back to the warehouse, I decided to stop at the Puente Hills Mall and check out the new Forever 21. I heard that it was 2 stories, it was huge, etc. It wasn't 2 stories, but it was HUGE. Hahah, I ended up shopping. ^_^ I ended up meeting up with Chuck, Justin, Sean, Juan, Debbie, Krista K, Matt, and Pfef. The weird thing was that I didn't know anyone was gonna go, and I called debbie to ask where the Forever 21 was by and that's when she told me that the guys were there. Hahah. Weird. After shopping, I was super hungry, so Chuck, Juan, and I went to Life Plaza to get some Pho. So great, considering that it's cold. kept me full and warm.
After eating, Juan, Chuck, and I just walked around the area. We even watched some azn's play Street Fighter IV. Hahahhahahahahahaha. It was pretty lame. After that, us three headed down to Cue and took some "Cue" pictures...the ghetto way. Hahah. Pictures will be up later.
Debbie ended up coming back to us, and we took some real Cue pictures. Debbie ended up leaving after the pictures, so Chuck, Juan, and I went to Shaniels to go to Morongo. Hahah. I lost 20bucks. :[ But whatevs, it's called gambling for a reason. I didn't get home 'till 5am. -_____-

Saturday woke up super sore and super tired. Prett much sucked asshole. I got ready at around 1-2 for December Decimation. I ended up going by myself but I met up with JP and hung out with him, Steven, and Tommy, the merch guy for WOP. Hahah. As the show went on I was getting more tired and annoyed. I'm so lucky to have guys watch my back during shows. Hahah. Oh man, I would've gotten killed. D: During the sets I hung out with Tyler and Logan and whoever was around there. I must say, the show was aight. But what do you expect for a show like that?! Rhetorical quesiton. Anywho, as the show ended, JP brought me some potato wedges from Buffalo Wild Wings. Whata sweetie. :P and that's when I called it a night. :]


I'm still sore from 2 days ago. :[ But i'll live...

You Put In, But You Get Nothing Back.

That's how it is usually with relations, and even friendships.
There's always one side that puts in more, and never ever gets the same amount in return, which sucks.

What is a bestfriend? Nowadays I really don't know.
Sad. What is a relationship?
Fuck fake friends. Fuck friends who flake. Fuck guy's who fuck you over. Fuck you ALL. and FUCK THE WORLD.


Anyways, this week has been pretty chill. All I've been doing is working with Glad Rags. Yesterday I went on a errand run for the guys to Fullerton to pick up some shirts. I ended up getting lost cause the place was fucking hidden. Hahah, I eventually found it. Let me tell ya, it's not fun to drive in the rain, let alone do errands, and getting in and out of your car. -__- Yesterday was a pretty long day. I didn't get home till almost 9, I think. That's because I took a little nap at the shop. I fell asleep to Snatch. Hahaha.

Today wasn't all that grand either. But luckily it wasn't raining. I decided to wear a skirt with no leggings. Big mistake. I drove to American Apparel again today to pick up our personal zip-up hoodies. One is missing, so I gotta go back again. I waited there for about 2-3hours. NOT DOPE. I got there around 3. Didn't leave till almost 6. And by that time, there was mad traffic. D: I spent 4 FUCKING HOURS in traffic. I didn't get home till 9ish. The 5south/710-Pasadena/10east/60east were ALL PACKED. It was fucking gay. My friend, Sergio, lives in East LA. I was ahead of him like about a mile, and he ended up getting to my house before I did. LAME. Anyways, I met him and his friends up at my house to go to a comedy show in Ontario. It was at the Improv. First experience at a comedy show, and it was really good. And free! Haha. Too bad I'm not 21, or else they wouldn't have gave us a hard time about me being underaged. Didn't leave Improv till about 12. And now, I'm gonna knock out. :D

Good Night.

"I Was Foolish To Have Thought I Could Catch You..."

"...stupid to have ever liked you." - Park

That line describes everything I'm thinking when it comes to relationships and the opposite sex.
So let's see...
The weather has gotten to what it's supposed to be, not fucking 90degree weather in the middle of November. Although rainy weather makes me all bleh, I'd still prefer it over the heat. Not much has gone on since school ended last week. I don't even know what the hell to do with myself during the day/nights; And it doesn't help that the weather's all sad looking. HAHAH.

Well, to recap this weekend:
Friday I picked up Franky, and both of us headed to The Green Turtle in Whittier for the Tiefighter show. We got there a tad late, when The Light Year was playing, but got to see most of their set. Both bands were really good. All the OC people left early because they wanted to "rage." Franky and I stayed for the entire show. This Time Next Year headlined, and they're not that dope. I've tried getting into them, three times already. Not my cup of tea. Anyways, this show ended way too damn early and I didn't want to call it a night at 11pm. So we, Franky and I, headed down to Tustin for Trevor's birthday party. As soon as we were about 10minutes away, I get a call from Billy saying that the party got raided. It was 11something, I think. We then just met up with some of the T-town kids, and kicked it for a bit. After about an hour of total awkward-ness, I wanted to leave and meet up with people that I felt more comfortable with. We met up with all the 21+year olds that went to the Dear Life show at In-n-Out, which was ironic because we had just came from the In-n-Out in Tustin. Super lame. We kicked it there till it closed, and they turned the lights off on us. Pretty chill, I must say.

Saturday was another gloomy day. I slept in, as usual, and got ready at around 4 to meet up with the Apostol's for the Dear Life show in Downey. The show was chill, another church show. Seen some of the kids from the night before's show. Hhahahah. It's weird, cause I feel super old at shows now...And I'm not even old. Geez. This night ended early as well. 2 bands dropped from the show. After packing up, we headed back home. I got home around 11ish. For some reason I've been wanting to be out lately. So I hit up Chuck and met up with him, Kris, Darrell, David, and Drea at Denny's and kicked it with them. We made friends with our waiter, and he ended up hating me by the end of our meal. Hahah. :D David and Drea left right after we ate. Kris, Darrell, Chuck, and I hung out at Denny's, while I watched them ride their bikes. Hahaha. Then after about half an hour, we called it a night since it was fucking freezing!

Sunday was my "lazy day." Sucked. I didn't go to sleep till about 6:30am. -____-
And as for today, I got up a couple hours later to help the guys from Glad Rags. As soon as I got there, they put me to work. I went on an errand run to DownTown LA to the American Apparel warehouse. Hahaha, the guy that helped me was super nice, and pretty cute in his own unique kinda way. As I was walking to my car, he actually called out and said bye. :] And he's from Kansas. LOL.

I Hate It.

I hate it when you're home, all day. It gives you way too much time to think about the past, present, and future. The what if's. It makes me sad to know that I'm 19, and never had a LEGIT relationship. I'm young, blah blah blah. But my mentallity at the moment is: I'm young, I should have fun. Live life with no regrets. And that's what I've been doing so far. I mean, I shouldn't have made some of the decisions I've made, but then again, I've learned from them. I don't regret anything. I think it's best when you don't dwell on the past.
But like my headline on Myspace: "I was foolish to have thought I could catch you, foolish to have ever liked you." - Park. You get what you deserve, and you deserve what you get. It's Karma.

-Nancy

Another Update.

So, like I said in the previous blog, I haven't been keeping up with this. I just haven't felt like writing much as of late. So let's see... I'll start recapping from when I can remember. Hahhaa.

Drea's birthday last week was pretty dope. I helped get everyone together for a SURPRISE birthday dinner at Buca in Brea. I was surprised to see some faces show up, since about half of them didn't confirm. Hahah. But all was good. The food, the conversations, and the surprises were awesome. Drea got a 100+ Betsy Johnson bag from David and I, a TomTom from David, a makeup Betsy Johnson bag from Natalie. I'm sure all those gifts were good enough for her, especially since she went to the Obey sale, along with everyone else but me, and got a new camera that day. Lucky bitch. Hahahhahaha. That night ended early, since we're all getting old and can't stay out late anymore. :P

The next day I got to sleep in. It was chill since it was a Saturday. I got ready to go out to the Grave Maker show at the Nitty Gritty in Rancho around 4ish because I had to go pick up Sergio all the way in Anaheim...So out of the way, but since gas is 1.70, it doesn't take much to fill up my tank. I left my house at 5pm, and boy am I glad I did that. There was sooo much traffic when we passed the 91W. The drive from the OC to Rancho took me less than half an hour. I was doing 80, because we were already late. Hahha. Grave Maker and Call to Preserve was prett good. The show ended way too early, before 10. So I just took Sergio and his friend back home. I got Taco Bell and hung out with Serg at his house and watched some vids online.



On Monday, I woke up early to go to school for my Final for French. Too bad when I was on my way, Drea was still sleeping. So after talking to her and telling her that we wouldn't make it, I went to work with the guys from Glad Rags. I actually worked. Hahhaha.
Wednesday I woke up at 6:20am for my actual Final for French since I didn't take it that Monday. I hope I did alright. :/ After school I went home and knocked out till 3pm. Good thing cause I wouldn't still be sleeping at around 5, and that would be the time I would have to be on my way to Natalie's to dye my hair. I did wake up and time, and left on time... too bad there was mad traffic. Ugh, I just sung along to my mooosiq. We finished my hair at around 8:30pm and decided to go to Olive Garden cause we were both hungry. We ordered the endless salad/breadsticks, and the spiniach-artichoke dip. That actually filled us up. Hahhaha. and it was less than 20 bucks!

WTF Is Up With Today's Youth?!

I know I haven't been keeping up with my daily posts, but I've been out of it. I was even thinking about deleting my blog, but I figured that it's better to keep it so I won't have to spam people's bulletins on Myspace. Hhahaha.

Well, to get to my point... I know that people make their own decisions, and I'm not one to judge, cause I don't like it when people judge me. But honestly, what's up with all these raves/ravers being so popular?! Honestly, not to start shit with ANYONE, but do you guys honestly think it's cool to wear BEADED-COlORFUL PLASTIC BRACELETS ALL THE WAY UP TO YOUR ELBOWS?! I hope this is just a short trend that will expire soon. It died once for a reason, and I don't get how it came back. Club kids should've just stuck with going to clubs, and not rave's. It really isn't that dope. Just sayin'.

And another thing, and again I'm not trying to start shit, I'm just speaking my mind, but why does it seem like being pregnant is the next cool thing?! There's so many people my age, even younger, who are fucking knocked up. USE A CONDOM. It really isn't that hard. You can get free condoms at your local clinic for God's sake. I don't think that people, who can barely take care of themselves, are capable of taking care of another human being, let alone a fucking baby!!
I'm just saying that people really need to think, cause obviously today's youth doesn't, which is really sad. This is why elders don't trust us. This is why you guys are called sluts/whores. You don't wanna be known as that girl who's pregnant and only pregnant.

My rant for the day.
Thank you, and goodbye.

<3

Thing's are looking up again.
This Winter/Spring is gonna be so intense for me. Hopefully I won't drop any of my classes or fail. *knocks on wood.

:] Good mood right now. Let's keep it that way.

P.S.

I cut myself shaving on Wednesday night. This is a picture of my cut on Friday. -__-


This picture was taken on Sunday. Yea, it looks like shit.

Thanksgiving Weekend

For the most part, Thanksgiving weekend was chill. Went by super slow, which is a good thing. hahaha. So, since I knocked out at 6pm on Thanksgiving, I slept at the right time to stay up all night to leave early for Black Friday shopping. My sister and I hit my two cousins, Cindy and David. We ended up going to the mall at about 4am. Waited in line at Forever 21 because they were passing out free scratchers that had a gift card for $300. Us four didn't get it. :[ But I did end up shopping. Whatevs. After the mall we went to Office Depot in Rosemead. HAHAHA, that line was fucking long, but it wasn't that bad. My cousin got a new printer for 25 bucks. I got blank CD's for 5. :D so tight. We ended up getting home like around 8-9ish and we all knocked out. I didn't wake up till 5pm, I think. Right when I woke up, we headed back to Cindy and David's house for Thanksgiving part 2, since we didn't celebrate with them. That night ended early as well.

The next day my mom, sister, and I woke up at 7am to go visit my father. They ended up moving him to Long Beach, which is way closer than Taft. I ended up driving, since my mom would've been more frustrated than me. We ended up getting lost for 3 fucking hours. So terrible. We ended up stopping at a Shell and asking the clerk. He was nice enough to help us, so we ended up buying a map for Torrance/Long Beach. HAHAHHAHA, that we will never use again. After figuring it all out, we got to the correctional facility, and it totally sucked. It was as if WE were the ones in there: they searched us, walked us to 3 different rooms, etc. At the one in Taft, they were a lot lenient and less strict. Maybe it's cause this one's in Long Beach. Ehhh. Later that night, I took my sister home and went to The Light Year show in Irvine. I ended up getting lost there cause Billy gave me wrong directions. -_____- The show was chill, and we all got to hang out afterwardw at In-n-Out.

After In-n-Out, I ended up going to visit Sergio, since it was on the way home. Hahah, I took him to Ralphs and Walgreens for his little brothers birthday card/balloon. ahhahaha. It was around 12ish when I went back to my sister's apartment. I ended up knocking the fuck out because I was way too tired.

On Sunday, I woke up at around 2ish. I watched tv for about an hour, ate some cereal, and started getting sleep again. I took a nap. HAHAHAH. I got up at 6 to get ready for Charles' birthday dinner that was down the street from my sister's apartment. I asked her to come along with me because I did't wanna feel awkward. Hahah. The food was good, but the lamest part was that EVERYONE left before the bill was paid. Honestly, wtf is that bull shit?! Ugh. Anyways, the bill got paid, we were short, but I put more than enough.

And that's my Thanksgiving weekend, not too exciting, but it was fun.

Giving Thanks

Today's Thanksgiving Day. Have you gave thanks to what you're thankful for? I'm thankful for all my family and friends. I'm thankful for the life I have, and although I don't have everything I want, I still appreciate the stuff I do have.

Anyways, last night was a weird night. hahaha. Dre, Nat, and I decided to go clubbing at Club Ave in Riverside. I decided to drive since both of them were 21 and were able to drink. I didn't mind driving either since both of them always drive. Nat came over a little early to get dressed at my house and then we were off to pick up Dre. When we got to the club, it was fucking freezing, and Nat and I were dressed in shorts and short sleeved shirts. -__- After waiting in line for almost an hour, it didn't seem like an hour though, we were contemplating on even actually going in and just going to Morongo instead, since it was only a few miles east from where we were. We decided that if we didn't find out how to get there in a matter of like 10 feet, we were gonna stay at the club. But luckily, I hit up Marlise and asked her how to get there. Hahha, so we left the line, which was super long at this point and went back to the car. We ended up calling Chuck and Kris just to make sure.

When we got back to the car, it started to rain a lot heavier on the way to Morongo. It was fucking scary, especially since I was the one who was driving. HHAHAHA. The drive seemed pretty fast. When we got there, it was a bit awkward, since we were the only ones who were dressed like that. hahah. I only gambeled with the 20 bucks Drea gave me, and I think Nat and Dre only gambeled with 20 bucks as well. We all lost it, and gained absolutely nothing, except fat, since we ended up eating Fat Burger. LOL. Drea ended up "losing" her ID, so we searched the casino floor and came up empty. We decided to check the car, and guess what?! It was in the car. -___- We were there for about an hour, but I'm sure it would've sucked if we ended up staying at the club. Hahah, random night I must say. But what an experience to gamble for the first time.

Barf Day

So, I must admit that this birthday has been the best birthday so far. I got to spend it with caring friends and loving people.

It started with waking up at 5am for Disney Land limited edition pins, that will hopefully sell for a lot more. After, going on a few rides until noon, since Drea and I were walking zombies. On our way back home, we stopped by the Brea Mall to bug Chuck about the purse and while there I bought earrings. :O and yes, I can wear earrings with plugs, bitches. To add on to all the piercings I have, I added my nostirl as well. :] and no, it doesn't look clutered with my septum and monroe, it is a diagonal though. HAHA. Then after hanging out with Dre and Nat, I went to the Dear Life show in Long Beach; I must say that although there were only like less than 20 kids there, this was the best show and the most fun I've had at a DL show. I ended up going home at like 2ish.



On Monday, I ended up sleeping in because I was way too tired to go to my first class, Badminton. After school Dre and I went on a little mission to Chino Hills. After all that nonsense, I went home and was on my way to the doctor's. I came home and thought about getting some new jewlery, new septum's, so I made a trip to the mall. I ended up getting leggings there as well. I then got ready for my dinner at Olive Garden. I'm so glad it wasn't the awkward dinner that I had imagined, but a chill, where everyone is friends dinner. I had a blast, but next time I go, i'm getting the fettuccinie chicken alfredo instead of the lasanga. It wasn't that dope. As the dinner came to an end, they told the people at Olive Garden that it was my birthday. They came out with a cake I didn't even eat...yet. HAHAH. The workers were ready to sing, and then the guys told them that they had their own song to sing; they came out with Bro Hymn. HAHAHAH, so good.

At the end, I love my friends so much, and as much as it seems we're getting a lot more distant, it still feels like we're getting closer. :]

Thanks a lot for the ones who came, and for the ones who didn't, eh.
-Nancy

Guest Vocals?!

OMFG, this bday was actually legit. I got home from the Paramount show with Impending Doom (I don't listen to them) and ended up trying to go to sleep at 2am. I woke up at 5am on my bday to go to Disney Land for some pins, that are limited edition, and that will hopefully be worth a lot more from what I bought them for. We got there around 7am and waited in line for our wrist bands that we needed to get the pins; I ended up buying 2 pins. Maybe I might keep one for myself, who knows?! After doing what needed to get done, Dre, her friend Tyler and her friend Aaron, and I just kicked at Dland for a bit and went on a couple rides. We ended up leaving there at around 12ish. After, Dre and I went to the Brea Mall to go bug Chuck at work and make him buy me a purse. :P Hopefully he get's me it, that bastard. LOL. After the mall, we headed to Whittier to meet up with Nat because she and I decided to get our nose pierced... she ended up flaking on that part. -__- I was a lone soilder. HAHAH. It actually hurt more than my septum and monroe. Weird. After chilling for a bit, I realized that I didn't have any other plans after, and I remembered that Jase was gonna do vocals for DL; this was a show I couldn't miss. I hit up Vince and he gave me the directions to their practice space. We headed for the show at around 8ish, and it didn't matter cause they were headlining at 11pm. -___- After all the nonsense bands, Azusa went on. HAHAH, aww all's I gotta say is "it's the drunken-ness that caused it." After, DL went on. OMFG. So much fun, I actually sang for them. LOL. So weird, but I didn't give a fuck. There were less than 20 people there, and most of them were little 15yr olds. Dumb B's.

After the show, we chilled for a bit, packed up and left. I have to say, although it isn't a typical bday, whatever that means, it was still prett tight. Had a lot of fun, and I got to hang out with people I don't hate! :D which makes it even better.

Well that's all for now. Waking up at 6am for school, so I'd basically be getting 6 hours of sleep in 2 days. Yep. FML.

Dinner tomorrow night! and clubbing on Wednesday!!!!

I Was Born on Thanksgiving 19years Ago...

It's weird, cause I don't consider myself a blessing to my mom. HAHA, especially since she had to deliver me ON Thanksgiving day. Dang, started day 1 as a burden. I think about it, and I only lived only 19 years...seems like it's been a lot longer just cause I've experienced a shitload of things already. And I appreciate every last one of my memories, good or bad. This day has already started off swell, let's keep it going. :]

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Fuck Michael Coren

Whoever the fuck he is. Damn old bald bastard.




I think i'm gonna get my nostril pierced.

I Just Picked Money Off The Money Tree

I wish there was such thing. Too bad there isn't, damn it. This week has been pretty cool. Monday I didn't end up going to school cause Drea wasn't "feeling" too hot. And i was just too lazy to get up. And it didn't help that it was still semi-smokey outside. So fuckit, although I did miss 3 quizzes in my French class. After a few more hours of sleeping in, I got up to get ready to head down to the Glad Rags headquarters to talk about the future of Loud& Obnoxious. We all established that there's gonna be a few changes, along with new faces. So, watch out. :D After the meeting we (Brian, Kris!, Justin, Chuck, and I) went to Molca Salsa(Folca Falsa) to eat. We happened to randomly see Drea and David. Weird?!

After coming back from Molca, I decided to leave cause I was gonna go to Redlands that night to see Drew. I got home, did a few things and left. I got there around 9ish, I believe. He's a prett cool guy, and he told me that he's been on his own since he was 17; he's now 23.

On Tuesday morning, I woke up to a cat next to my leg, taking up the blanket. -___- I went home around 10ish, washed my car when I got home, and took a LONG shower. I think it was like an hour. I was supposed to hang out with Ashlay, but I had to get a rain check. :[ I didn't do much. I just ended up staying up till 3am doing a fucking arts-n-crafts project. Doesn't help that I wake up at 6am to get ready for school.
I ended up being late to school. HAHAH. So today, I went to school. It was super chill, I just hate my French teacher, "Mrs.Panocha," even more now. For lunch, I had L&L. ahahahha. After my class, Dre and I went to the West Cochina mall to shop. :D Haven't done that in fucking forever. I spent more than $120, I think. Fuckit.

The night isn't over yet...

When You Think Everything Is Going Great...

...you come to the end of the day and realize that you're missing just that one thing. That cherry on the top of the ice cream sunday. Fuck fate. Fuck how things work. In the end, I know i'm not gonna get what I want. What I long for.

Fuck you. And fuck your shit.

Guys=ScumBags

Prove me wrong, someone, anyone.

Please.

My MoJoJoJo

"I have no game."


HAHAHAHHAHAHA.
JennMac, if you read this, REMEMBER?!

Natalie, if you read this, lots to tell you.
But it has to be in person cause it's A LOT.

kbye!

Bustin' A Mission

Wednesday was a usual day for me; you know, the school and stuff. Drea and I pigged out at Wendy's, sooo fucking good. Later that night I went to Natalie's to do my hair again; I wanted my hair to be brighter than how it was before. When I got there we headed to the Cerrito mall so I could do a bit of scamming for her. ;D haha. After that, we hit up Dr.Dre(Drea) to check if she was still comming and if she was hungry so we can wait for her to go eat. She eventually told us to go without her and then told us that she wasn't coming anymore. Nat and I just ended up going to TGIFriday's cause BJ's was packed and we didn't want to wait. Din was aight. And as for y hair, it came out great, as usual. HAHAHA.

On Thursday night I didn't have much to do...wait, let me rephrase that. So on Thursday night I didn't have SHIT to do. And usually when that happens I get huge headaches; not sure if its the lack of brain power. HAHAH. Anyways, it got really bad at around 8pm so I took two Tylenol's. In about half an hour, I was knocked the fuck out. D: I didn't wake up until the NEXT day at 9am. Since i'm jobless for the time being, I had absolutley nothing to do. I just Myspaced, Aimed, and texted all morning long. Now isn't that just pathetic?! - rhetorical question. After a few hours of virtual conversating, Mike, my new friend, jokingly, i think, told me to come over; Mike lives in Yucaipa. -___- And just the spontaneous fucking person I am decided to go. HAHAHA. The drive wasn't that bad. When I got to his humongous house, I went on an errand/job with him to deliever a jumper to an Indian reservation. o_O He ended up forgetting the stakes so we had to go back to his house and then back to the reservation. After that we went back to his house so he could shower cause he ended up getting dog shit on his pants. HAHA. That house that we went to had cute little bear looking puppies. sofuckingcute. After that we went to go pick up 2 of his friends and headed to Lake Elsinore for a show. The show started at 5pm and we got there like at 9pm. -___- There were only 2 bands left, and Mike still wanted to go in. And it was 10bucks. I offered to sit in the truck cause I didn't think it was worth it, since he's the one who paid for me. But he insisted. After which seemed to be a tiring fucking day, we went back to his house and watched tv. I left his house at around 7:30 and didn't get home till 8:30. -___- It was still prett much worth it though. :D

And when I got home, I got a great surprise waiting for me on my desk; another check. Wahooo!!!
I think I might sleep, or eat. I only ate HALF a sub from subway yesterday. D:

Your's Truely,
Negative NancyHandles

Furniture + 50cent Hot Dogs = Ikea

Yesterday I woke up at 8, but ended up hitting the snooze for about an hour. I eventually got up at 9 to get ready to go to Ikea for my sister. Since my mom was working and my sister has no transportation I had to do the dirty work. I got to Ikea around 10:30; Ikea opens at 10:00am. -___- it took me about 10-15 minutes to find parking. After cussing some old AZN guy out I found parking. I then found out that they closed down the escalators. ftw?! As soon as I got into Ikea, the one in West Covina, it was basically a sea of people. I went up one more escalator and there was a huge line, I didn't know what it was for. I made my way to the table that my sister wanted; the table was a 5 piece set for only 59 bucks. good size and good quality. I asked some guy who was there if there were anymore and he said that I needed a ticket or something to get one. -_____- again. I went back to the huge line at the enterance and some lady told me that that was the free breakfast line. Damn cheap bastards. HAHAH. I then asked an employee who didn't help me whatsoever. I went down stairs to the self serve part of Ikea, and again...A HUGE LINE. I ended up giving up becaues the line actually went in and out of aisles. And it was sorta of a first-come-first-serve thing: the first 500 people could get tables. So I just said "fuck it!" and called my sister and told her I was on my way to Fullerton to drop some stuff off. She was kinda upset.

I got to Fullerton and she asked if Costa Mesa was far...and i said "no" from where she lived. We ended up driving to the Ikea in Costa Mesa, luckily for us those people didn't give a flying fuck about that cheap 5 piece set. HAHAH. There were soo many there. All those people at the West Covina Ikea are suckers. :P After buying the table and whatnot, we headed back to Fullerton and ended up going to the Brea Mall. I got a beanie and purple pants. :D Super chill hanging out with my sister. She is one of my favorites after all. HAAHA.

After the mall, we went back to her apartment and chilled for a bit. I realized I had to be on my way to avoid traffic for the show that night. I left around 3ish and went to Hacienda Heights to meet up with the Apsotol's.
When we had everthing set and ready, the band, Dear Life, had like 45 minutes to get to the venue since they were the only band sound checking. Mike drove us to the wrong venue. -__- but luckily for them they weren't even that late. We loaded and set everything up. It was a chill show. Some of the friends showed up to support Azusa, so that was prett cool as well. After a long day, we ended up leaving the venue like around 12:30ish. I didn't get home till almost 2. You can imagine how that was. I knocked out like a widdle baby. :D

Another pointless post.
But I'm sure whoever is reading this is LAME.

-Negative Nancy

Counting Caloric Intake

I think from now on i'm going to try to count the calories I eat. I looked online to see how much calories I should eat in a day or whatever:

Maintenance:	1843 Calories/day
Fat Loss:	1474 Calories/day
Extreme Fat Loss:	1106 Calories/day

I'm just gonna round it out to 2000 calories a day. I'm not sure if that's a lot... appartently I didn't learn anything in my health/nutrition class. :[ but that machine is THE BEST they have at the gym. So stoked.

Nice Cop VS. Asshole Cops

Today I had to go to court for my first ticket that I got in like June, since I pleaded "not guilty." At first I was super nervous and didn't know where to go. When they finally opened up the door, I realized that everyone, and there was a lot of people, were waiting to go in. I was called out to view my video footage of me "failing to stop" at a red. The cop that had cited me for the ticket wrote "view footage" on the top of her copy of my information and ticket. She told me that my case was different from everyone elses because I had actually stopped, unlike some of the other videos I saw. When I went back into the court room, the judge came in and did his spew of calling everyone else up. Most of the cases that were there were for random shit... and I noticed, no offense to Mexicans, but all the violations for "no insurance" were there's. And even the "no license." -__- get off the road please. Save yourself some money. :] Anywho, there was also this one girl, I'm guessing she was like a teenager...maybe a little younger than me, not sure, but she plead "not guilty" for 1.driving without a license as minor 2.she had no insurance and she even threw out the idea of getting community service; luckily for her that judge was nice. Stupid bitch. But long story short, I won my case and I'm getting almost 400bucks back. WAY STOKED.

And as for the weekend, cause I couldn't wait to talk about my fantastic day, I went to Ikea with my mom and sister. She needed a new dinning table and a desk because she's moving apartments, again, and her old roommate is taking the dinning table, what a stupid bitch. I don't like her from the stuff my sister tells me. After Ikea, I rushed home to go to Pfeffer's birthday dinner/movie at his house. I was too late for the Persian food, but I did eat the Persian rice and El Pollo Loco chicken. hahaha, and mashed potatoes! After that, we, all of us that were at Pfeffer's, all went to Joyce's brother, Jon, going away party. The party was tight, kinda awkard at first. A couple people got shambizzled, but it was cool. I ended up going home early cause my feet were hurting cause I actually wore heels...FOR THE FIRST TIME, EVER! Oh, and I realized that the "group" of friends I hang out is dwindling away. :[

Before: Fall of 2007
After: Fall 2008

*sighhh, so sad. Things change, people change, and everyone gets girlfriends/boyfriends. Except me. -___-

BTW,

marykatesmyidolx: i just tol chuck....
marykatesmyidolx: told*
NANCYsaysWOO: lol
marykatesmyidolx: i cant wait to see the prop results... i hope all my gay animals can run free and marry who they want and have abortions"
NANCYsaysWOO: LOL
marykatesmyidolx: i feel like this whole this is a big joke now
marykatesmyidolx: everyone who voted...
marykatesmyidolx: all the n00bz
marykatesmyidolx: wont even keep track of the government after this
NANCYsaysWOO: LOL.
exactly my though
NANCYsaysWOO: thought*
marykatesmyidolx: chuck told me to get out of here coz i didnt vote...
marykatesmyidolx: and i said....
marykatesmyidolx: "i didnt vote because i didnt want my name going down in the history books as contributing to our countrie EPIC FAIL"
marykatesmyidolx: hahahhaha
NANCYsaysWOO: LMAO

Birthday Month

Fucking seems like everyone's birthdays are this month, or around this month, i.e. the end of October or early December.

On the subjects of birthday's, it was Natalie's bday yesterday! 22!! haha. Anyways, on Wednesday, Drea and I spent about 6, almost 7, hours just making a cake for Natalie's bday...BUT it wasn't just an ordinary cake. I decided, since I never done it before, to make a fondant cake. -____- literally my face after I mixed everything together and tried to put the fondant on the cake itself. Now, I really appreciate cake decorators. Such talent they have. :P hahahaha. I got Yoda on the brain. After making a total and complete mess at Dre's house with powder shug, 6 hours of labor, and irritating back pain, we finished. I mean, it's not the best looking cake in the world, but we fucking tried! It was fucking fondant. And we tried to do the Obey HelloKitty. hahaha.


As for today, Thursday, I woke up at 9, earliest I've woken up on a "sleep-in" day by myself. I'm so fucking lazy. :[ Chilled at home, did laundry, and tried to catch up on some anime. HAHAH. So AZN.

If you don't know what that is... go kill yourself. HAHAH. socute though. After trying to watch Naruto, my internet kept fucking up, so I ended up giving up trying to watch it. I then got ready to take my car in cause the engine light was on. Nothing ended up happening and nothing was wrong. After I went to go pick up Franky for Nat's "surprise" dinner at Lucille's in Brea. I never been there, or ever even heard of the place. Pret good...but meh. We wanted something different. (cause we always either go to Yardhouse or BJ's.) Dinner was good, Franky paid for me because it was our "date." -___- ahha. So lame.

Now i'm fucking full, still. And I want to die. D:
gnite!

Conspiracy?!

I just think it's so weird how lately, guys have been asking me out... Especially out of NOWHERE. WTF?!
1. No I don't want to go out with you. 2. I don't care if you want to take it "slow." 3. I don't know you!!! 4. I have it on Myspace that I DON'T WANT ANYONE ASKING ME OUT!

Geez, why are guys nowadays so persistent?! When a girl says "NO!" she means "FUCKING NO!" Why is that so damn hard to fucking understand?! UGHHH.

On another note:

OMFG socute! It's smaller than my slipper!

Moving Forward

Today, started off as a GREAT day. Since we had to change our clocks an hour back, that basically gave me an extra hour of sleep...that I didn't need. But I slept anyway. Woke up and got ready to go the "Happiest Place On Earth," which is Disney Land! :D Since I'm a owner of a lovely pass, I can basically go anytime I want. I recommend anyone who doesn't have one, GET ONE!! After two trips, you'll make up for the money when buying the pass...and, it's well worth it. At DLand, Drea, Nat, and I, The Three Musketeers, decided that today would actually be a "tourist" day; since we NEVER take any pictures. We decided that we were gonna stay the entire day as well. I actually went on 2 rides in California Adventure that I've never been on, and one of the rides I didn't even knew existed. When we stopped to eat for lunch, we went to some place that's in Tomorrow Land; one of the workers gave me a sick attitude, so I decided to report her cause she ruined that 10minutes of my day. Damn bitch. All that change when the Star Wars: Jedi Training thing came on. OMG, SO FUCKING DOPE. I got so excited when I saw Darth Vader AND Darth Maul. After I think, 8+ hours at the park we decided it was time to leave.

After we left DLand, I asked Dre if she could take me to Chain, since it was literally down the street. Got there, called Chuck 22834723 times, and found out that I was too late for TieFighter. D: So I didn't think it was worth 10bucks to stay and watch Fight Fair! I was a bit disappointed, but it did save me 10bucks. :]

I ended up going home after arriving at Chain too late, so when I got home, I was only home for like 15min, and went out again, but to go work out! It feels amazing to have a gym membership cause I always wanted one because usually at midnightish I would get super bored and feel terrible about myself. And now, I can finally do something about it. hahah, let's see how long this'll last. :X Now, I'm super exhausted and have to wake up at 6:30am for school. shucks.


Your's Truely,
Nancy

PS. I yelled out "FUCK YOU. Go to fucking hell!!!" to some id's supporting Prop 8 on some corner on Whittier Blvd. I hope someone ran all of them over.

The Day After...

...the most, in my opinion, anticipated holiday of the year is now over. :[ My Halloween really didn't go as planned. The day started off with me finishing up my frog costume that I had to alter to make it fit me because it was a kid jumpsuit costume; I eventually made it into a halter top. (I got mad skillz with the sewing machine.) After finishing it up I chilled a bit at home and started actually getting ready at 4, for the Have Heart show at Chain. I had planned to leave at 5, because I knew traffic would suck asshole, but Chanel, for the girl that she is, decided to leave at 5...when it's fucking rush hour. -___- Anywho, when she finally showed up at my house, it was almost 6 and I was skeptical about even going to a maybe sold out show and wasting a buttload of gas... I asked her if she was still down, but since no one she knew was going, she didn't wanna go anymore. Again, -___________- So being bored at my house, I hit up Chuck to see what he was doing, cause he was gonna go to the show as well, and they were just at Justin's, chillin. So we headed there since I didn't want to be at home.

We chilled with Justin and Chuck, got Wendy's and then we were on our way to a party in Tustin. We got there before the party was even a party, so we just kicked it with Long and Trevor. The party was aight, just awkward cause I didn't know anyone.After a while I made a new friend, who's name I will not mention cause it's a badluck name for me. I sorta vented to him about my sitaution last night. HAHAH. After about 2-3 hours of drunken debauchery, Chuck came to the rescue. And then I also vented to him as well. The party ended around 2ish and I helped the mom, that owned the house, clean up. Haha, After that, I ended up going home, texted a few peeps, and knocked the fuck out. If i were to rate my Halloween from a scale of 1-10, I would give it a 5. Bunk as fuck. Didn't even go trick-or-treating. :[

Happy Halloween!!!

So, since I don't blog daily I'll just start out saying what I've done when I haven't blogged. :] So after getting my monroe last Sunday, it's healed and looks dope. That's one of the changes. The second is my hair; I got it bleached, dyed, and cut. It is not red.
Pretty exciting since I haven't dyed or enhanced the color of my hair since my Sophomore year of high school.
To add on to my new me, I got a 24hr membership! So stoked. And I also went to the dentist, which only took me an hour to fix 2 cavities. :]

On Wednesday, I went Disney Land, yet again. It was only because I haven't seen Disney Land decorated in Halloween stuff, so Drea decided to take me to show me. SOOOOO much fun, especially with her GAY bestfriend, Robert. Whata guy. After our shinanigans at DLand, we walked through DownTown Disney, because I learned that Robert always makes Drea walk to and back to the car. We passed this one store that sold house stuff, i.e. figurines and statues. There was this HUGE sale going on. All the Halloween stuff were 75% off and the Xmas stuff were 30%. Since this store is at DT Disney, I figured it was fucking expensive... NOPE! I ended up getting another costume, for 8 bucks; which i will reveal at Chain tonight for the Have Heart show. :D


well, that's all folks!
-red head nancy

"Change"

Not just for America, but for myself as well.

:]
We'll see how this will turn out.

-Nancy


PS. Vote NO on Prop 8.

Life = Roller Coaster

Life is a unpredictable mother fucker, even if it's not actually a living object. Anyways, this weekend was pretty tight. Started on Friday and I got to see the extended "DAD family," which is no longer referred to that, at the Haunted Manahansion. And again, I'd like to thank the Manahan's for opening up their house for another wild party. Got fucking trashed. Had an amazing girl talk with Panocha, Natalie, and Drea, even if she was asleep half the time. Had people rooting for me, so I hear. Hahha. I saw Michael Jackson and Prince at that party. That was cool. There was also a sheep running around and leaving her trail EVERYWHERE. HAHAHA. Although Friday seemed it wasn't turning out the way it planned to be, it got better by the end of night.

Saturday, woke up with a slight hangover...which wasn't all that bad. I only threw up 7 times. I think my record holds up to 11. HAHAHAH. I wasn't too sure if I was gonna be attending Saturday's party for Richee's Halloween/Bday party. Ended up going cause I didn't want to stay home. It was chill. I got to hang out with my 4th Period BestFriends: Wia and Ashlay! :D Like always, the night started off meh and then gradually got better. I got a picture of JP peeing... LOL.

Sunday, today, woke up at 5am for some nonsense. Went back to sleep, woke up at 8am to "get ready" for DisneyLand... I ended up hitting the snooze button more then 50 times, I think. It's only 5 minute snoozes. But I didn't wake up until 11ish. Hahaha, I still made it to DLand though. Got a lot accomplished with Drea. Went to go pick up my tires that I bought for no reason (if anyones interested in buying road bike tires that are new with tubing hit me up). After that we headed off to DLand. Got R2D2 backpack. Got Clam Chowda!!! Went canoeing, which wasn't all that dope. Got Jamba Juice. Watched the French movie with Edith Piaf. and to end my night, i hookahed and ate beef kabobs, which were so fucking bomb.

Fun filled weekend. :] A lot of BS. But whatevs.
Song of the day: Since You've Been Gone - Kelly Clarkson

-Nancy Handles.

I'd Be Lying If I Said I Didn't Care.

Nuff said. I'm sure the title tells it all.


"Girls are like apples on trees.
The best ones are at the top of the tree.
The boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy.
So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing.
They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree."

Update!

I haven't been really doing my once a day blogging, due to the fact that I'm a boring person and doesn't have much to say cause I don't do much. HAHAHAHA.
Anyways, let's recap...


Wednesday: This is how much Drea and I don't pay attention in French class. D:


Thursday: Woke up EARLY to hang out with Ashlay and Wia. Ashley decided to take us costume shopping with her, in which I almost died. Hahahha, so funny cause I screamed as if I were being raped or something. After chilling with them, I went back home and got ready for the Dear Life show in Long Beach. It was a pretty chill show. Kicked back and watched the 20 kids there. Hahahahah! The day ended up being Baby Jase's Birthday!! Went to Banana Bay just to tell him happy birthday. After, I ended up going to sMatt1's moms house because I needed to pick up a cupcake holder thing. Hahah, ended knocking out there.


Friday: Let me just start off by saying, I hate sleeping uncomfortably. Anyways, Friday I ended up chilling with Ryan, since I hadn't seen him for a couple months. He was doing the photobooth at "Smash Disco," which was fucking LAME AS FUCK. Fucking dumb little kids all tweeked out. It's pretty sad and pathetic.

Saturday:

That's all what I have to put. :D
Oh, and slow drivers should fucking die. DIE! Geeeeezzz.


Sunday: Chill day. Woke up at 3pm. HAHAHAHAH. Fucking waste of an entire day, but with my luck, I wouldn't have done anything. This day was a pretty spontaneous day, pret dope. I got my monroe piercing, which was only $25bucks cause Drea let me use her ring from before. Way dope.





Well, it seems my blog is dwindeling. Hhaha, so I'll just leave it as is.

kbye!
-Nancy Handles.

Birthday Wish List

I've decided to compose a list of the wants for my birthday... Hey, a girl can dream right?

If you know me, you should know I'm not some materialistic spoiled brat. I usually don't ask for much, and I'm extremely plain. Hahah, but for once I've decided to sorta become one... a materialistic person, not a spoiled brat...cause you know, that's not possible. This is the first time I've actually composed a birthday wish list. And as of all of you know, and if not, my birthday is coming up very shortly. November 23rd to be exact; it's on a Sunday this year. I have no actual confirmed plans, but I'm just thinking about a simple dinner.

Eh, who knows?! Any who, I'll just add a few stuff. If I think of something else I'd want, I'll just add it. It's just for fun. Geez.
If you do get anything, I'm usually a medium in shirts/jackets, 28ish in pants, size 5men/6.5women shoes, and medium in skirts. :P

SeaWorld

Authentics @ VANS: Purple

Lacoste Glasses: Black - LA 12221

Gingham Wool Blend Jacket @ Forever 21: Black/White or Black/Red

Diamond Plug: Gold - 5/8 or 15.875 mm

Spa Retreat



Kitchen Aid Mixer @ Any department store



Every Time I Die: Shit Happens 1&2



120GB Classic Ipod




Los Angeles Zoo



Ever Last Punching Bag - Black

Blowfish Boot: Black




http://www.organizeit.com/po36otdsho.asp#

Come To Realize...

...That I'm an insomniac. Sorta. Nah, maybe just nocturnal. Anywho, the day started of as the usual.Having to wake up to "Reloaded" by WOP. And those of you who know that song, knows that it can be super LOUD. haha. Had the alarm set to 5:30am like every Monday and Wednesday, since those are the only two days I go to school. After what seemed to be 10minute snoozing, it ended up being 40minutes. Got to school on time, but still late for the "usual." School was a breeze, literally.

After school I went home to get directions for my dentist's office. I thought I'd go early, just in case there were a lot of people or something. I ended up being there a whole hour earlier than my scheduled appointment because the office was less than 5mintues away from my house. Hahaha. After getting checked, the Dr. told me I have 2 cavities. D:

After the dentist I came home because I was fucking hungry. So i decided to fix myself a meal; It took me a hour and a half to make spaghetti with meatballs and garlic mash potatoes. Hahaha, even if the picture doesn't make it look so appetizing, it actually ways. Since I took longer than expected to make this, I ended up loosing my appetite, and this was around 5pm. So with the lack of sleep from last night, I just set the food aside and ended up taking a nap. And then to awake to it ready for me to devour. Not really.
When i finally finished my food, I put in Lost: Season 3 so i can finish it. But that probably won't be accomplished anytime soon, maybe by wednesday.

And once again, my life is full of bullshit. I'm not an entertaining person. I suck at life. I'm a negative person: Negative Nancy. I need a fucking job.
Since I don't have an interesting life and don't have much thought, I'll just stop writing.

kbye!
-Negative Nancy



Ps. My Myspace playlist is so dope. ME

Delayed?!

So, it seems I've finally jumped on the band wagon and decided to get a blog. WTF right?! Meh...that's what happens when you have ABSOLUTELY no life, and you're not as (OCULAR) as some people. Hahahaha. Anyways, i guess this'll somewhat help my grammar and spelling throughout the time I'm not taking an English course in school, just so I won't be so rusty when the time does come.

Don't you hate having those non-productive days?! That's a rhetorical question. Today was sure one of those days though. HAHAH. Spent the entire day with my husband, sMatt1, watching Lost. And let me just, I'm hooked. Not as hooked as Charlie with his heroine before the island, but still mildly hooked. HAHAH. I highly recommend this show, if you haven't already started watching it.

How can you resist this:

At this time, I'm currently watching this:
China Man
Too bad the video isn't embedded yet.

As you can see... my life is FULL of nothing-ness.
so, ttfn!
-FUCKING nancy(DOESN'T) HANDLE


PS. I'm a n00b. kbye!