Suspicion

I love when everyone suspects or assumes shit. :] Makes my day actually, cause that means they're talking about me. And they have me in their heads. Hahah, SWEET.

2 shows I'm into at the moment:
Nip/Tuck Season 6
Lost Season 5

Man... everything is on it's final season. Hahaha. Everything will add up in Lost, hopefully. And as for Nip/Tuck, shit better end with a big BANG. Literally. Hahaha. If you watch the show, you'll get the joke. If you don't, go suck a phat one.

(Most) Guys:

Are a fucking joke nowadays. I can't take you "men" seriously. Chivalry is REALLY DEAD. What a shame. I mean, I know that there are "those" girls who fuck guys over, are just as scummy as the male scum bag race, but that doesn't mean that ALL girls are sluts/whores/etc. And I'm not saying all guys are a fucking joke/scum bags. Hence, the title.

But what the fuck, EVERY guy I encounter, they're all the same.

NANCYsaysWOO: i'm really disgusted in guys at the moment
NANCYsaysWOO: like, i wanna murder all of them
marykatesmyidolx: LOL
marykatesmyidolx: its so sad
NANCYsaysWOO: fuck yes it is
marykatesmyidolx: but its coz youre surrounded by the same type of guy

Natalie's right. I am surrounded by the same type of fucking guy. And i'm fucking sick of it. You guys need to fucking seriously grow up. Stop playing mind games. And hopefully those dumb sleezies, who put a bad name on us WOMEN, will stop as well. I haven't been this disgusted at the male race, because... come on, I love guys. Just not when they're the scum in your showers. I'm so glad for tomorrow's show with The Ghost Inside. I really need to get my anger out some how, and sadly my family has been on the end of that. Watch out, guys.

Should I?

Dye my hair back to the darkness it was? Hahha, ie. black/dark brown?


Give me your opinion! I think I want extensions too.

Being Broke:

Is probably one of the worst feelings ever. EVER. Fuck. I haven't been able to really go out. But it's okay, since I told myself that I was gonna dedicate my Winter/Spring to school, and school only. But since I'm trying to focus on school only, it's really hard to get the motivation to get a job, a real job. I've been trying to get one since my first year of college, 2007. So now, it's 2 years, and still no job. Maybe, I'll be able to get on this summer...who knows. I hope I do. It's ridiculous borrowing money from my mom: Am I fucking in high school still?! No.

Other then being broke, all is well. I realized that I hate the male race, with exceptions for a few. Ha. Cause nothing but trouble and heartache, which I certainly don't need at the moment. I'm only 19, still young as fuck, and still living my life.
Weird, I just thought about it, and I'm gonna be fucking 20years old this year. D: So old.

Other than school, I've been going to Disneyland once a week, for three weeks straight. Hahaha. That's about the only thing I can do, which doesn't cost me money. Except if I get hungry... I refuse to buy food from there right now, since I'm broke. So, if you have a pass, let's go! If not, get one, fucker. And Disneyland is actually fun...with me.
That's it for now.

TTFN

School:

Already almost half way finished with Winter Intersession.
Stoked. It's not that bad, yet. Hopefully it doesn't get extremely hard for me to fail or quit.

And the working out still continues.
I see that my arms and legs are getting toned. Need to lose the gut still. So hard. hahaha.

Addicted

to that Taylor Swift song "Love Story."


Don't know why, it's not even lyrically good.
Hahahahhaha. It's been in my head for like 2 weeks now. And now it's my Myspace song. ahha.

P.S. It sucks when your friend is sitting next to you in a car, and throws up on himself. -___-
Tonight was fun. Lost all my games of beer pong. Hahha! Stupid last cup.

WHAT'S UP?!

Hmm...haven't updated lately. Let's see, all I've been really doing for the past two weeks was going to school and working out. I've made it my goal to actually stick with the working out plan, every other day, and really try to do good in school. So far so good. I've noticed that it's actually paying off, and I'm already noticing results.

This past weekend was really chill. Nothing too wild. We had a surprise dinner for Marky since he's on his way, at the moment, to basic training for the U.S. Army.
After dinner, the majority of us headed down to the bowling alley, which was LITERALLY half a block away. FTW?! ahhahaha. I didn't bowl, of course. And it was really boring. D:

Monday I finally went back to Disneyland! I wanted to go before they took down all the Christmas stuff, but that dream wasn't accomplished. But it's okay... I'll renew my pass by financing it, and I'll get to see it this year. :D Drea, Robo, and I met up Chuck and Anthony at California Adventure and rode a couple rides. Since Chuck barely got his pass, that day was a long day. D: Later that night, we met up with Lo and Luis! Hahaha, that was pretty chill.
As for the rest of this week, it'll consist of school and working out. That's it.