Being Broke:

Is probably one of the worst feelings ever. EVER. Fuck. I haven't been able to really go out. But it's okay, since I told myself that I was gonna dedicate my Winter/Spring to school, and school only. But since I'm trying to focus on school only, it's really hard to get the motivation to get a job, a real job. I've been trying to get one since my first year of college, 2007. So now, it's 2 years, and still no job. Maybe, I'll be able to get on this summer...who knows. I hope I do. It's ridiculous borrowing money from my mom: Am I fucking in high school still?! No.

Other then being broke, all is well. I realized that I hate the male race, with exceptions for a few. Ha. Cause nothing but trouble and heartache, which I certainly don't need at the moment. I'm only 19, still young as fuck, and still living my life.
Weird, I just thought about it, and I'm gonna be fucking 20years old this year. D: So old.

Other than school, I've been going to Disneyland once a week, for three weeks straight. Hahaha. That's about the only thing I can do, which doesn't cost me money. Except if I get hungry... I refuse to buy food from there right now, since I'm broke. So, if you have a pass, let's go! If not, get one, fucker. And Disneyland is actually fun...with me.
That's it for now.

TTFN

School:

Already almost half way finished with Winter Intersession.
Stoked. It's not that bad, yet. Hopefully it doesn't get extremely hard for me to fail or quit.

And the working out still continues.
I see that my arms and legs are getting toned. Need to lose the gut still. So hard. hahaha.

Addicted

to that Taylor Swift song "Love Story."


Don't know why, it's not even lyrically good.
Hahahahhaha. It's been in my head for like 2 weeks now. And now it's my Myspace song. ahha.

P.S. It sucks when your friend is sitting next to you in a car, and throws up on himself. -___-
Tonight was fun. Lost all my games of beer pong. Hahha! Stupid last cup.

WHAT'S UP?!

Hmm...haven't updated lately. Let's see, all I've been really doing for the past two weeks was going to school and working out. I've made it my goal to actually stick with the working out plan, every other day, and really try to do good in school. So far so good. I've noticed that it's actually paying off, and I'm already noticing results.

This past weekend was really chill. Nothing too wild. We had a surprise dinner for Marky since he's on his way, at the moment, to basic training for the U.S. Army.
After dinner, the majority of us headed down to the bowling alley, which was LITERALLY half a block away. FTW?! ahhahaha. I didn't bowl, of course. And it was really boring. D:

Monday I finally went back to Disneyland! I wanted to go before they took down all the Christmas stuff, but that dream wasn't accomplished. But it's okay... I'll renew my pass by financing it, and I'll get to see it this year. :D Drea, Robo, and I met up Chuck and Anthony at California Adventure and rode a couple rides. Since Chuck barely got his pass, that day was a long day. D: Later that night, we met up with Lo and Luis! Hahaha, that was pretty chill.
As for the rest of this week, it'll consist of school and working out. That's it.

Way To Start Off...

...The new year. Geez, 2009 just started, and it's already fun as fuck.
New Years Eve was fucking fun as fuck. Even if I woke up with a hangover, it was still worth it. That night, the 1st, went to Linc's kick back. I hadn't seen him over 2 months. One of my best friends. It was chill until some randoms, to me, showed up and until Linc broke his vase. -__- Clumsy drunk.
Hahah. After that, it just got a bit awkward so I left. Hung out with Barry for a bit, then went home.

That morning/day I didn't sleep at all since I thought my family and I were leaving around 8ish to go visit my dad in Long Beach...that wasn't the case at all. We didn't leave the house 'till about 10ish. So I could've slept, but didn't. The visit was pretty chill. I guess my dad and I are getting along better now. But fuck him, still moving out when he get's out. We left around 3pm, so it was chill. There wasn't any traffic whatsoever, so that was a good thing. When I got home, I did some re-organizing and cleaning of my room. I finished around 6, so I thought I'd nap. Then Adam hit me up to hang out with the "band fam." But it was through text, so basically I could'nt nap. I left my house at 7, and then we hit up Denny's, just like after football games. After dinner, Adam and I drove back to his house to meet up Ashley and Carol. We then headed to Glendora to Alex's, Adam's brother, house. It was just a kick back with a bon fire...But it was a bit awkward. That night ended early but I didn't care cause I was fucking tired. Knocked out around 12-1ish, I think.


Saturday slept in 'till 4pm. Fuck yes. Not many people can do such thing...and I'm not sure if that's something to be proud of. Fuck it! Right when I woke up I got ready to head down to Irvine for The Light Year show. Left my house around 5ish, and picked up Franky. We made a stop at Arturo because I wanted some tamales and Franky wanted the Lights video. Not dope in my opinion. She's not even cute. But whatever floats their boats. Hahha. At around 7ish, we headed down to the venue...we guessed it was gonna be a small church. NOPE. Ended up being some fucking whack ass warehouse piece of shit, but whatevs. It was chill, and a lot of good laughs. The Light Year's set got cut short, which was fucking gay. After the show, we all headed to The Hat. Everyone ate, and enjoyed themselves. Arturo ended up eating some chile cheese fries...while laughing... Long story short, he ended up throwing up. And apparently, one of the workers at The Hat asked another guy, "hey man, what'd you put in the chile?" HAHAHAHAH. Fucking disgusting as fuck. I didn't even get to finish my fries cause it was too fucking gross. After we ate, we loitered in the parking lot...nothing unusual, except for the fact that the cops were posted across the street. No one got a ticket though. That was pretty much it for that night.

Sunday, today, woke up at around 3. I love it when I get more then 12hrs of sleep. -___- NOT. Like the day before, I woke up, and got ready. Well I actually chilled at home for about 2 hours 'till I got ready. I went to pick up Franky, then Ziggy. After picking up Ziggy, we all headed to Chain so Franky could pick up a Lionheart hoodie. Hahha, we got there at around 7, and it was sooo packed. Jk. That was the emptiest I've ever seen Chain, but I guessed cause it was early. I don't know. After that, we then headed to Hogue Barmichaels in Irvine. Basically, there was a fucking whack ass band who talked shit and was too much of a pussy to back their shit up. And a few dumb drunk b's who kept running their fucking mouths. I should've bashed their fucking faces in. Fuck it. But whatevs, he ended up appologizing cause he didn't want to get his faced bashed in. Hahah, fuck 'em! Kyoko's drummer is fucking cute. I had to say that. Hahah, cause I didn't tell anyone there. The Light Year's set was really good. Hahah, it was really fun, especially with cover songs and memebers switching instruments. Bahaha. After the show, some of us headed down to Del Taco, that was down the street. It was chill. After, just dropped Ziggy and Franky and headed home.


And that's basically my weekend...
Was chill. Now...School. D:

Welcome, 2009.

I was gonna merge the previous blog with this, but I just decided to put up pictures from the New Years Eve party.
Wednesday was the day I've been waiting for. I planned to get totally shit faced. And that happened. I'll let pictures tell the story:
That all happened 10minutes after I got there. Hahahah!!! Team "Go Fuck Your Mothers" won 2 games. Ohh yea.
I love my twin. <3>
And the scumbag comes outta me. >:P
Pretty dope party. Everyone looked classy as fuck. Even when they're shit faced. :D Thank you to the Apostol's for hosting this party.
And fuck those stupid dumb b's who did what they did. They'll get what's coming to them.

Almost, 2009

Let's see, this week was pretty fun.

Sunday Chuck, Brian, and I went on a little trip to The Ontario Mills mall. Chuck said it was an "epic fail" because he didn't anything he wanted cause they were all sold out! hahah, or the stuff he wanted didn't fit him. We were there about a half hour before the mall started to close, so we didn't get to really "shop." On our way back to Brian's house, we stopped by a Subway and gossiped a bit. Hahaha, so much fun. "Ughh, she's just FAT!" Way too good. Then Chuck and I hit the jack pot by stumbling on some goodies Brian had brought down from up north. I got yummy candies. :D As I thought I was already on my way home, Justin hit up Brian and asked him if we wanted to go to Covina Bowl to chill. So we did. I guess it was chill. I seen high school people...eww. Brian played DDR. HAHA. Too bad my camera died...whata shame. After hit up Charles and hung out.

Monday I hit up Earth to chill cause I promised him that I would after he had came back from tour. We literally just sat in his friends, Henry, car and listened to music. Super chill. I didn't mind that since I'm dead broke. Anywho, after since we didn't really do much, I got bored and hung out with Josh. Another chill time. Got home at around 4ish and knocked the fuck out.

Tuesday woke up at my "usual" time, which is like 5pm now. Terrible. Woke up hungry so I decided to make some spinach and artichoke dip. YUM. I might say, it's as good as restaurants. Hahha, but it's super easy when you have the internet to give you recipes. After that, I tried to take a nap but couldn't. I probably laid in bed for about an hour and a half just trying to fall asleep. Gay. After that, I got in a fight with my sister, so my original plan of hanging at her apartment was out of the picture. I hit up Tyler, and went on a mission to his house. Chilled. Watched Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind and Superbad. Dope. After the movies were finished, I decided to go home. There was so much fucking fog on the 5 freeway. Geez. I got home an hour later.

And that's pretty much it before New Years Eve came around...(Continues on next blog)